i really a loser

today i make wrong decision~~
wat the wrong decision~~
why i will make it~~
i oso dunno~~
i saying out to her i wanna woo her~~
she reply me ~~we still are junior and senior~~
wohoo~~how pain in my heart~~i can't to explain~~
that second~~
my heart really pain~~~
my tear really come out again ~~
why??????????
why i love never near me~~
who i love never love me~~
smoke～～smoking
people say~~smoke will make u feel much better~~
i try ~~but why no use??
one stick~~two sticks~~three sticks~~
still feeling pain~~
doctor~~got medicine can eat mah??TT
i really need~coz its i feeling i really not suitable of life~~
two years already~~now i start to search again ~~~
she is my target~~but i cannot hit my target~~
how i face her next time~~
how!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
starting my unlucky life~~~~

Sorry~~i stupid~~

I dunno why i like tis~~
i dunno why cnt let u go ~~
i dunno y i always missing you~~
i dunno why when i see u block me~~i cry~~
i dunno why me cnt control my emo~~
sorry ~~i really love you~~
before i got a plan to woo miss A~~
now i dunno how to choose~~
my heart still at u there~~~
i cnt love another gal ~~
why u so important to me~~
why i put u no.1 in my life~~
why don;t gv me 1 more chance~~
i knw i fat~~
i knw i not handsome ~~~
i knw i dun hv money~~
i knw i am the bad, the stupid, the foolish guy ~~
i m cry~~
my heart is pain and cry~~
two years 5 month alrd~~
i still cnt wake up~~~
God, tell what should i do~~
what should i need to do~~
how to do~~
Friends~~i dunno want to tell you or not~~
coz i dunno how to tell u all~~
i feeling i going to the end of my world~~~
everything difficult thing i oso can settle~~
why i cnt control my emo~~
why i cnt control myself~~~
in relationship~~~
i m a loser~~
the damn loser~~